Strange things do happen

2005-02-18T11:10:00.000+08:00

Hohoho.. Im late for work. But who gives a damn now that im not on basics! Hehh. Lazy to go work sia. Woke up late again cos was out til 5plus this mornin. Was at marina south againz. Wheee.. I've managed to play a new game now. Its de drums!! Its quite nice. Esp when de arcade ther has no one watchin u. U can do silly things like dance n sing along.. lolz. Me n Veron love one of de song that we actually played it over n over again cos of de song. Super funny.

I watched Constantine last night. Wasn really that scary like was Leechin told me. CHEAT!! I expected it to be abit scary, but not really. Not much impact. But overall, stil can watch. I wld rate it @ 6/10. Keanu took away my heart last night sia. Wished i was there with him to fight de devils! Lolz. The next movie im watchin later is Hide n Seek. Seen de trailers. Seems like another scary mama movie. Im gonna catch Howl's moving castle too. Weiming kept askin me go watch, says its super nice that he'll watch it again n again n again. n i just noticed its animated. Hmmm...

Yest met up with this client, he came down with his whole family. His son is 21. Was hopin 2 c a good lookin chap or smthin. But -_-"'.. Not v good lookin, but mayb at some angles stil quite alright.. BUT, when he started talking. *faints* like small kid sia.. Maybe infront of parents ppl tend to act younger? I have no idea man. HE was like COOL COOL COOL.. I liked de idea.. bla bla. But was really glad they liked my design. Wahhh.. Shiok i tell u. When ppl say its unique n nice. Herherher.. Didn waste my effort drawing at all. Satisfaction!

Siao man. Im spendin too mych on cabs. Been taking cab to work almost everyday ever since Chinese New Year over. Cos i've stayin @ home n i duno de way to work from here. Hahh. How nice. *evil grin* Anyone interested to send me work tmrw? lolz.

its over!

2005-02-17T13:31:00.000+08:00

Yes, its ok. Now its work. Start work lo!! Must put down all de fun n drag myself to work. Yest went to office. the so-called "Heng Kang". Thought must start work n stuff. But not actually. Went to office to find everyone talking.. Slacking.. Den tong tong CHIAAAnnngg!! Got lion dance sia~ TONG CHIANG! TONG CHIANG! KING KONG KIANG~! Well, i just got to noe basically every "heng kang" is to invite de lion dance to come do thier stunts. n this lion group is a bunch of malays! wad de hell. wierd n funny. arent they supposed to b chinese?! not traditional at all. wads worse is that they were no good at all. Lousy i must say. and the lion actually threw de orange skin on me when he finished "eating"! wad sia... Den got one funny man dressed up in those ancient clothes. and they told me he's the fortune god. -_-"' CAI SHEN YE!! and he gave us hong bao! n de hong bao has no money. cheat!! only got a card with 4 numbers. N everyone was queueing for 4D... i bought 4numbers. All TIO makan.. sianzz.. cheat cheat cheat. but i nearly strike 2nd price. one number diff. whers de luck? nvm.. just give it to me at work can liaoz.
Ouhh.. Heng kang hong bao from boss. $50. not that bad la.. wasnt expecting much from him. Cos he spent so much on us sia.. kekeke. He's de real cai shen ye man. lolz. den we went for lunch at XIN FU YIN CHA.. though theres alot of nice food, but i got no appetite. Cos didn slp de previous night. Was stayin up with Veron, Herman, Mac n Victor. We didn wanna slp cos we'll be late for de Heng kang opening.. So we just hang around. we went to pray @ Loyang tua pek gong. I was like a gundu.. Following mac n learning how to do it la. But anyway, guys, those born in 1984, pls go bai bai. They say we offended de TAI SHUI this yr. So just go do it. Its for ur own good. i read de horoscope thingy ther. Super true sia.. was shocked tho. n it also says that wealth is lookin good for me this year. Work will be good too. heh heh. Hope its true~ ^-^
They went to James hse after lunch. I was back in office to do some work. n met a client. Den i was super slpy. Tired. dropped on de table n fall aslp. supposedly goin home with Bao.. But ended up at his place to take his FERORRY n we went to PS. kookoo him.. CHEAT.. den we ate long john's, was gossiping.. lolz. Den i went home.
Home. I sat on de sofa n dozed off. woke up n took my towel, n dozed off again while tryin to "rest" on de floor awhile. mum woke me up AGAIN n laughed at me. say likdat also can slp. -_-"' So i went into de bathroom n dozed off AGAIN on de toiletbowl. That was how slpy i was. Slpt a few hours de previous day n yest didn slp. Serve me right.
And so, i slpt for 11++ hrs after that. n find myself loggin on de internet, blogging away, lazy to go work. Who cares anyway.. I didn wanna go actually. But have got things to do there. Later gonna go find some marble tile samples as well.. type my revised quote n meetin a client n i can go home!! aight!
Jus read de email apple sent us. lolz. glad she's doin fine therr. That day she sent me de photos she took ther. Really beautiful. I wld wanna go there find her after i've saved up enough. Go holiday. heh hehh. N her sister's baby is damn cute! so sweet. Hope to go there before June!! Whee~

happy valentines day to all

2005-02-15T13:28:00.000+08:00

Lets go GREEN!! Yest was Valentine's Day. Innitialy thought of styain home do my drawings (n yes, i did my drawings til 7++am this morning n haven completed). But was glad that Gin asked me out. Not becos i have no dates, but becos i haven really met up with her for super duper long. Tho we were in de same sch (TP) de other time, we were both busy with our own stuffs. Now that im working, chattin on msn was even harder.. Really happy to c her. we met up for dinner @ Parkway. Eat til wanna puke sia. de food was nice. Missed de good o days when we always meet up n go town 2 do our SHOPPING!! lolz. We had a nice conversation. Caught up with her wads going on these days. She's feelin down. I dun really noe wad to do to help. All i can do was to learn her my ears i guess. Well, i needed her ears too. We were both blabbin away with our stories. hahh.. At first, we decided that she walk me home den she will take cab home. But we had so much to talk, we changed plans. We actually walked past my place, n end up walking all de way to her place n i took a cab home. =) Sounds silly, but i enjoy walkin n chat @ de same time. Hee.

CHinese New Year.
10.02.04 (Thursday)
I got hong bao from boss.. Whee.. THat stupid Gin.. Made me drank so much. That i became a lobster that night. lights were all on & its super bright. there u c a lobster crawling ard de hse.. -_-"' Gamblers.. U c them ALL! haha.. THese ppl r mad. Mahjong n card games. Well, i think thats wad most chinese wld do on chinese new yr. It was a night Wayne lost alot & ah Bao won alot. hahhh.. I won too.. Whee~
11.02.04 (Friday)
Went to Ah bao's place. Gamble again. Wad else? lolz. At first i was standing at de door there waving at this fellow whom i thought was bao's fren, n this moron just sat ther like idiot dun even wanna open door for me. how great. So i called bao, thinkin he was playin cards with de rest. BOy, they were LOUD i tell u. from de lift already can hear them. Wilson came openin de door for me instead. I didn c Bao. He was hiding in his room. So i went in n he was like packin his stuff. arranging his photo albums. His room is SUPER neat this time. compared to de previous time i saw. no wonder he only slpt lik 1hr? lolz. jus to pack his room. He's jus like a girl man. Must go buy new bedsheet n changed it. buy new photo albums. buy new stuffs n put in his rm.. Another SHAH indeed. hehh.
12.02.04 (Saturday)
Went to Perry's place! I was late. Once i stepped in, i heard a loud "WAHHHHHH". Boy, am i not embarrassed sia. Many of them have not seen me for very long. Furthermore i straightened my hair.. Plus de "grooming" i got from work made me looked abit diff. Well, ppl change, dun they? But i stil c quite a number of them stil looked de same. n thks ah ppl, they kept talkin abt that "THING". goodness. Its ancient history already la. Stil blabbin abt it. super sickening n disgusting. Thk god i didn c that "THING". Moses said he's fat n ugly now. HORRRrr.. Moses say ppl.. Ltr he'll turned into that. wahaha.. Anway Jamon shared with me a v funny joke. ATTENTION SEEKER~ lolz. well, We played cards. At first was quite boring til we played "in between". Hahh. i learnt it from boss's place n taught them. Waas exciting sia. Took away lotsa Kel's money. hah. CHARITY ahh!! Willy couldnt make it cos he injured his leg n heard it was quite bad. must rest at home. Poor thing. Mayb we should go pay him a visit soon. My dearest Edwin wasn ther too. SIGH~
ANyway Ah bao came n picked me up n we went to Bugis. Met uncle n Herman there. I got a valentine present! Surprised sia. infact, was shocked. hahhh.. Went pastamania n makan. Den they went to watch soccer. SIANZ. so me n bao went shoppin instead! whee!!

Happy chinese New Year!!!

2005-02-08T13:54:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey!!! Whooo~ So fast.. Chinese New Year again sia. Must use RED colour. DA JI DA LI neh~ Wheeee!! Guessed wad. a few days back me n de whole company was at Liquid Room. Partyin.. Whole company sia.. 40 over ppl. Super crowded with Vegas staffs. Everywher u turn u c familiar faces. Basically everyone was lettin loose that day sia. All drinkin like mad, dancing n fooling around like crazy. ALOT of happening stuff happened sia, SUPER funny. Janice start kissing everyone.. ESP Marcus. Kept callin him LAO GONG~~ Den she start strippin him sia.. My goodness. Poor marcus, he was just like a helpless lil "GIRL". heh heh..
Den Leechin. That fellow.. Start dancin n playin w Kelvin de in house fellow.. Den SUDD, they kissed!! Argh~~ *gross* Leechin ah.. Kena taken advantage also duno sia she.. Drink drink must have limit ma.. haiyo.. but anyway she was tellin everyone she noes what she did n she did it willingly. Wadever.. Hope de 2 of them gets along well den. Den ME! was super high that day. Drank quite abit.. Saw Taufik (yes, that Singapore idol fellow) n i actually went hugging him. yikes. Innitially my intention was to shake his hand, but i didn noe why de hell i just threw myself towards him sia. Stupid fellow.. de next thing i noe Yvonne start hugging me cos she saw me huggin Taufik. -_-"'
Met Kelgu n passed him present. He stil de same.. But i think his shoulders BROADER.. hmmm.. So funny.. Anyway, i've got new hairdo AGAIN~ KEl was sayin i looked comical. Dammit.. But my colleagues all say nice le.. He pak jiao ar.
Im SUPER hungry now. Waiting for my aunts to come over to eat. Super slow sia they all.. Im damn hungry i can eat de com up. (ROAR)

Burn down de whole damn building ba!

2005-01-31T02:21:00.000+08:00

Basically im burning my cds again, as usual. Fuck, its 2.30am. Tmrw stil gotta go work n im stil awake. Thats one thing i dun understand sia.. Everytime at Karen's place i'll feel slpy once i stepped into de house. But when i come home, i feel de other way round sia. WAd de hell.. But im abit slpy now.. Hoping de cd wil burn faster so i can SLP!! *listening to Eminem's JUST LOSE IT* nice song. Go buy de CD!! uh uh uh uh uh uh ~ uh uh uh uh uh ~ kekek.. REally nice. Whee! 71 % done only. Yawns.. Tmrw gotta go meet 2 clients n both office design. Cool~ Hope they are willing to let me do it. Well, it wld be a great opportunity for me to learn new stuff. Cos i dd=id almost all residential. Now somethin diff. Im beginnin to like my job more n more. Last time i had this mindset that If i have to leave Vegas, it wld be my friends there that i cant bear.. But now, not really. I feel that my job is the one pullin me back to quit de job. =) WE'll c how it goes. Im converting to comm pretty soon. Well, Chinese new year comin n i've yet to get any clothes or shoes or anythin.. Gonna get it real soon man!! Wonderin if Perry wil invite us over to his place not sia.. I think i wld go if he invite us. Long time nver meet up with de rest too. I had a chat with Kel last night when i was at Orange. That guy poor thing sia. Kena guard duty ALONE.. Eee.. Dun think i can make it if its me. Scarly c one old man walkin pass or hear a small kid cryin den jialat sia~~ EeeEeee... Right now im listening to me against music by Britney that bitch n Madonna that old maid.. Hahhaa. Not bad la de song. Quite nice. *let me c u dance~~~* hehhh..

After a long long time.

2005-01-22T15:30:00.000+08:00

I've got tons of things to update. Been vending my anger on a piece of paper which i kept with me throughout de past 2weeks. Now that its almost full, i think it should be the right time i updat it in my blog.

06.01.05 (Thursday) JASMINE's GOOD.
Company meeting at 10am. As i was right, alot came by cab. Meeting started off with Kelvin(my boss) asking de old birds in Vegas hows job bla bla... Anyway i was busy laughin away with his powderFOOL england. Superb sia. Kekeke. Ah bao said "wah, his english more power den mine le, can challenge liao" hahhaa. Jokers. Soon, ah bao kena sabo. His turn to give speech. He started THANKING our manager, bla bla.. Then he started to thank me also.. Say i helped him drew while his hand cannot make it.. THEN!! his england lai liao. He started saying someBIRDIE, n i burst out laughin. Kaoz. Sabo myself only.. Kelvin ask me go speech. sianz!!! Kelvin start questioning me "why u help andy ah?" ... -duh- teammates wad. Somemore u c de hand stil tryin hard to draw, u dun help meh? then he asked "oh so u believe in teamwork ah?" WAH LAU EH.. wher on earth this kookoo is from man.. isnt it obvious?? No la.. i believed in ghost.. Hantuuu.. whoo whoooo..

07.01.05 (Friday) IT's Ok, nemind.
Group meeting @ 11am. So, i was early at work. Not a single soul. (-_-)"' Kena cheated sia.. So i pack my stuff, messy sia my table. so clean after cleaning. Whee~ Den knock knock, got walk in sia. "Can someone help me? i need some quotation." wah.. So i went out n served him.. So he started asking me abt how to design his TERRACE hse with classic design. Kaoz. wah lau eh. Of all, he must come with all those that i hate. Saw Cyril comin, so i passed de lead to him. Den i told uncle abt it. Den he msg me "wah liew, u should serve ma talk rubbish to him den arrange jon to go down site ma." i didn reply him. Dun wanna explain further. Sick n tired of it. Cos they simply duno how it felt to be lying to owners how many tons of projs i've did b4 when i have not even exceed 10 projs. Uncle is always saying "i understand u alot, i noe u v well." really meh? not really.
YOUNG, GREAT QUALITIES... ... ...
Got a complimentary letter yeh!! From my first ever clients. Liza n Rahim. hehee.. "Suprisingly, someone as young as Jasmine showed such great abilities. She was patient bla bla." WAhahaha.. On cloud 9 already sia. Herherher.

08.01.05 (Saturday) BOO SEE LING.
Met up with Jamon at Toa Payoh mac. Waiting to scan card den go meet up with de rest. Was chattin with him den his phone rang! Hantu ringtone. Wahahhaha.. We burst out laughing. i insisted it was a ghost ringtone, when he told me its actually a ringtone from Harry Porter. hahah. stoopid sia. When fucked up sia! Ate too much curly fries. Went to meet up de rest @ Hotel Rendevous to makan. Wah lau, ate so lil den pay so much. Sad.
Anyway, de gang went Orange with me to meet my colleagues. Hahh.. De oldies said they like small kids. Like not used to this kinda places. Hahah.. Sudd rmber a joke at dinner. Jamon was tryin hard to tell us that our chinese names r created when our mums threw pots then got de king kong kiang sound.. den its our name. Den he kena from xiao bai. "so ur mum threw too hard n hit de ceiling la?" WAHAHAHAHAH.. Super funny sia. Gotta pao tai le. Busy busy.

09.01.05 (Sunday) ROAR...
Was at Esplanade with Vanesse n uncle. Uncle's treat at No Sign Board. Wheee! Yumz. Den we went over to Merlion there to sit n talk crap. Relaxing sia. Nice breeze.

12.01.05 (Wednesday) I've been squeezed.
A lady with tons of bags seems interested in me. while taking bus, she sat beside me. Its ok, cos bus stil quite spacious. She was like carrying 5 big bags? All i rmber was there a lady with alot of bags, walk walk walk, PIAK! Sat beside me... Nemind i thought, so i got off de bus n board de train. tryin to close my eyes to catch some slp, there i heard a super familiar sound. n, PIAK!! de next thing i noe, d same lady sittin beside me. thks man. I was sitting in de 2 seaters area. she actually squeezed with me. how nice. =)
Bankrupt. Been spending my money as if im super rich. i dun even noe wher i spend it on. food? that exagerrating meh.. sigh, must learn to save up liaoz. From next month onwards, i'll be on commssion based only. No basics. No sales, no income. GReat! see how i gonna survive ba. So frens, gime leads!! Let me know if u have frens or relatives who wanna do designing or renovation.. i might consider a referral fee. Say at leat 100-200 bucks if deal is on. Do consider.

13.01.05 (Thursday) Satisfaction.
Recieved a call in recently n its a office design. i did de material sample board with uncle. Quotation n bla bla. De sample boards reminded me de days in Index. Actually i must say we did a great job. Cos it was really nice. Hopefully we cld get the deal. Though i have yet to meet up with that fellow, but even if we dun get de deal, im happy n satisfied. Cos it was really hard work n nice job. *wish me luck*

14.01.05 (Friday) You on duty?
Cover duty 4 uncle, den got call in say comin in at 11.30am. So i called uncle n rush him back. De fellow arrived b4 uncle. So i walked in n took de showroom key from Yvonne. Zac n leechin was there, n Zac asked "oh, got walk in ah, u on duty?" I was covering for uncle la.. Why must likdat one.. Do i look like someone who'll snatch ur customer?! Damn.. I noe la, Sherry n Janice on duty, but both of them go makan together ma.. Anyway i was earlier den them. So i wasnt wrong at all.. When they came back, Sherry went straight into de office. After awhile, she came out n asked me. "Got walk in ah? u on duty meh?" Kaoz. speechless sia. Dunno wad to say. Luckily pass de leads to uncle. Cos he signed them (contract) yest night. 3cheers for him!

17.01.05 (Monday) Learning!
Went to site w uncle. I learnt how to install a wardrobe today! and also how to use a level. Hehh.. Though i had my own sites running de other time, but i never did go observe how they actually did it. Uncle can actually be a v gd manager lo. De way he teaches me.
Went ktv w jon uncle n sun. Wah that girl.. Crazy fellow. But really fun. We had pillow fight!! hahaha. She's like another cindy. Someone whom i can play with. just like aziah too. Hehhh. So glad to find someone like them in life.. Otherwise think i'll be dead bored n will entertain myself all time. hahh.

17.01.05 (Monday) ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!!!
Cravings for parkway's ice cream man. Was out having dinner with jon n uncle @ de duno wad chuan chuan le at Siglap there. Supposely we agreed to go eat ice cream one lo... But... didnt. Sigh. ok, enough of my crap, jamon say i v loso.. write so much... Enough, stop here. so long!

Teenage NINJA turtles!!!

2005-01-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

Was home around 3++.. Baby Tania was cryin when i left. awww.. >.<>
Was out at Parkway with Yan aziah n fly. Chat abit n Yantie was askin me be her. To carry a NINJA TURTLE primary sch bag. U know those kinda squarish type w lotsa zips n compartments.. (-_-)" Thks man.
Den uncle came n we went Cafe Cartel Siglap! Haven been there for SOOO long man!! Its nice to b there.. Saw Elaine (stil so sweeet). den saw Herman (stil as friendly). He even rmbers how many times we've worked together man! Den that Johnson.. Stil as crappy n hao lian! Den Elaine came to my rescue! Haahh.. She bluffed him say someone lookin for him, but actually not. Hahh! Thks Elaine. Phew~ Even a short conversation, Uncle can tell that he's a SUPER hao lian fellow... kekeke.
Food was too much til i feel like puking. We didn order much.. But ppl like uncle eats SO lil.. N i had Mac.. So came Ah bao finishin ALL de food. ANd ya! i rmber smthin. That day de 3 of us went Mirama Hotel ate de buffet.. Ah Bao really can eat i tell ya.. Scary mama..
Apple leaving for UK soon.. -sobx- Meetin up this Sat for de last time before she leave. Sigh.. One by one all like gone.. Hope she'll do just fine there. Gonna miss her.
Recently had been hanging ard alot with Ah bao n uncle.. 3 of us. Ah bao n me like closer liao.. Due to de gd manager we have..... Learnt to stand on our own n not depend too much on him. Well, he's too busy helping de dead now. Tsunami~~~ Why why why??? Why must hit places which civilians who already had difficulty in living.. I once had a conversation with Max. n he mentioned " i think that God is angry, thats all." Yeh, quite true la. I think so man. Cos Indonesia that side recently had lotsa riots la this la that la.. Haiz, poor thing sia. So many ppl died. I think the worse is de kids. They all became orphans.. N i even saw on channel news asia that ppl are sellin those kids! Super idiotic sia. How can they do that. they are really inhuman.. Haiya... Dun say liaoz.. Sad case. The most i can do is donate n maybe help out at de embassy or wad la..
Yawns, tmrw 10am company meeting sia.. Super early sia. SIANZ!! den u'll see ppl runnin to scan cards. If not kena fine. WAHAHAH.. tmrw is another day when we can see ALL vegas staffs... k la, update soon. bye. Nights!!!

Happie Bday to Gin~

2004-12-29T14:36:00.000+08:00

Whooo~ Happie Bday to JIAHUI~ Super long since i last called her that man. Last time always called her jiahui.. Cos worked at Cartel den everyone call her Gina, den i also changed... @#%@$*)&@!#)(@ .. But anyway, She's finally 20.. N to think of that, i'll be 21 VERY soon sia.. 21... eee... Old...
Well, everyone left. now my hse is empty againz. Just now was full of food n drinks. My mum had to do all de cleaning up. *heng not me* Kekeke. Super relaxed now. Stress free n happie. Wheeee!!

New Year 2005 Resolution
1. Healthy n cheerful
2. Earn big bucks (So i can open my own shop soon)
3. Oversea trips with friends again!
4. To understand myself better and to know what i really want
5. I really hope for a wild shoppin spree soon...
6. To meet up with my old frens. I really missed them so much.
7. Get a new handphone..
8. Wierd hairdo.
9. Give my boss a kick. :X
10. New specs, coloured contacts.

So far i can only think of those la. i need to go out le.. Wanna take shower liaoz.. Will be back for more RESOLUTIONS~ whee.. Byebyeee.

home home homeeeee...

2004-12-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

Hey hey!! Im home againzzz!! Whoww.. Got a shock when i stepped in my hse. Dad bought losta CARPENTRY stuffs. Ugly TV console, looks cheap CD rack, book shelf. Yikes. Bet he's really old now. Wad taste has he got man. Such ugly stuff also buy. Somemore insist its nice. *pukes* Now blasting TECHNO with the new sound system. Kaoz... @$#&%@*$##@^ Si lau beng. Somemore say my hair so many colours like ah lian. koookoooo..
Was chatting with ah bao just now. That bloody old man really fucked up attitude.. Hope he can understand how we feel n know what he has got to do as a.. Nemind. Blood boiling liaoz... Whossshh.. Tmrw Gina's Bday.. Duno what to get for her yet. Last min. Heh. But really no time to go buy for her also la.. Hee.. Well, I didn forget. Got one year i actually forgotten sia. So bad..
Ah bao kena caught by traffic police yest sia. Scary mama.. He la.. Using hp while driving.. Sianz. Dunno will kena L suspended not. poor thing. Drive me back somemore.. So guilty.. Hmmm. Lemmi introduce.. Ah bao is........... NOT my bf. wahahhaa. My colleague cum gd buddy. He used to be this very idiotic, sickening, annoying, noisy ah beng... But not really afterall. wahhaha.. Everytime ask me help him touch up drawings. Uncle n him even called me de "touch up department". Kookoo...
Tmrw offday, yeh yeh.. Have to go get Gin's presey.. Den go shop shop abit.. Who shall be de good n nice person to go shoppin w me le?? Anyone? Wheeeee!!!
Oh tmrw ah gong's Death Anniversary.. So fast.. Againz.. Missed him. They say i used to be his fav grand child. =) Hope he can see me.. N know my situation now.. Maybe guide me tru.. kk.. *fingers crossed*
Leechin was suggesting that we write down our NEW YEARS resolution den hide it somewher, next year den dig out n see how many wishes we accomplished. Maybe i should list it out soon! =)

New hair do

2004-12-20T02:45:00.000+08:00

I almost forgot! I just had my hair done up again~ Now its like a mixture of erm, like 5 colours? Thats wad i was told. Had no idea man. But i love it. Wanna c? Meet me la! lolz.

Merry Christmas in advance!!

2004-12-20T01:21:00.000+08:00

Well, i just got home not long ago.. Was at Orchard shoppin. It aint long, but was quite fun. Was there ard 7pm? Den met uncle, walked at HMV.. n he went to shit.. den end up walkin by myself. Anyway, he ard also no use.. So we finished MY shoppin at HMV, while on de way to Taka to meet zac n herman, i met MOSES!! Was on de phone with Jamon in de noon, and he was bitchin to me abt moses having gf. den i asked moses but he denied. Anyway, it doesn matter..
So we went to Taka, ate Yoshinoya~ Whee~ Beef bowl~ hahahh.. but i didn finish. was so full.. N finally came Zac n Man.. We were at Kino while waiting for them. Wah.. was like goin back to de past la.. Sudd missed sch damn much sia. Was lookin at some books n reminded me of TP library.. Den Zac was tellin me how bad n small Nafa's library is.. lolz.
SHOPPING WITH ZAC is rather fun! u wont believe it lo. He actually shops like a bitch! hahaha. he's good at it lo. its nice. But too bad, we were runnin outta time. Well, Man n uncle went off for their soccer, so it was only me n Zac. But was fun though. Hehhh.
Now im home againz. Was chattin with Cindy in de noon,. She was tellin me abt this interior firm.. willl check it out. Quite cool n nice. But duno ppl wan me not. wahahah.. Anyway, life in Vegas is not very smooth for me though. Though its fun to hang out with ppl ther.. but when it comes to work, i felt lost. Like lost in space likdat.. Somemore got new staffs.. ALOT ppl fighting for sales. Talking abt new staffs,. theres this VERY SUPER irritating chap. de so-called "KIM MO ANG BENG WANNABE" but seriously, cannot make it sia.. Super chatty n annoying sound he has. Tryin to let everyone know that he knows EVERYTHING, but in fact he's one hella kookoo la... He n that Janice like super GAM sia. they can simply go sit one corner n u noe... Nemind.
La la la la~ Super boring.. Alot of Christmas gift to get n i haven bought a singleone.. Hosay sia... BANKRUPT!! Feel like going MIA til chinese new yr. wahahaha. Appear right on time to collect ang bao~ whee~ But kinda impossible la..
Ouuhh, just now Karen bought me a bag.. $59 sia.. hahaha. Super good aunt i have here. Yawns, i wish i have my own shop now. Relak one corner eveyday.. Slack n slack.
Listenin to a slow song now. So sad.. Feel like cryin outta sudden. To think that im actually stil n Vegas tryin to survive there n Dad keep wanting me to quit. Bloody hell, its frustrating lo. Why cant he just understand. Its not easy to leave a place wher there's so many nice ppl around, whos willing to teach n im learning quite abit there. I just need more time to prove myself. N i dun wish to give up so fast. it aint nice to leave a company just like that noe.. But to think back, im in Vegas like 5 onths already? Wow.. thats fast... Soon will be half a yr.. whooshh.. Haiz. skip this topic..
Its gonna be CHRISTMAS soon!!!!!! I've received a christmas card from Alan.. How nice of him. Im expectin more gifts! hahahaha.. thick skin sia.. Well, who cares.
20th Dec now. 5more days. Dun think i'll be updating my blog. So, Merry Christmas in advance!! n a happie new year~~~~~~~~ =)

Another boring day at home.

2004-12-03T09:22:00.000+08:00

Ok. Lets start this all over againz. Another day at home. As usual, early in de morning wake up like an kookoo. Downloading songs. Burning. Singing.

Yawns. Later stil gotta go Suntec sia.. Work work work.

Guess wad? My boss say if no more sales this month, wanna ask me leave the company man. My manager super angry. Say that stupid boss only wants sales, nver see the hard work done. well, ppl boss wad. wad to do. Can say anything he wants. Suddenly i feel that what ever i do is wasted. All the hard work. He dont even appreciate it. Actually im rather pissed. He sudd hire SO many ppl.. den wanna threaten us, sack us ah,..

Anyway, one of the senior from IAD is one of the new birds. lolz. But he stil under training stage. Drop out possibility stil high. So duno if he's really joinin us yet or not. He'll be in my team if he join us i heard. Anyway Jonathan says that he one of the attentive ones.. WHee u Wit!! Steady huh IAD mates.. herherher. But, i find it a waste. His computer drawings all quite good lo. no need come here do sales one. Wasted. But it was really nice to see him there. Hahhh.. Den he was telling me abt his batch and start saying all thier names.. den i stand there like kookoo bird, dunno who they are, TILL he said "aiyaa, de CHANG TUI GEGE n de rest lo" lolz. wad a good nickname we gave that guy. tall n white fellow. hehh..

Ok, vegas gettin bigger, and the teams gettin bigger too sia. There was this joke abt diff teams. Theres de exhibition team, Attitude team, Top sales team, Pervert team and Gayish team. Well, im in that Attitude team. Wahahaha!! attitude sia.. Den we'll go disturb those exhibition team members. super funny. See, this is how much i enjoy working with ppl there. Thats y im stil hanging ard n not leaving. Haizzz.

Was super happy that i handed over my pasir ris site. yay. no more msges nightmare!Everytime i recieved msg from d client, i was so scared things get cocked up sia. there was SO many bloody things that got cocked up. then everything super last min. Bad coordination i must say. But cant blame ah Goh, cos he got 20 over sites to look after. But anyway, was super happy n satisfied when they told me they loved the house alot. Phew. first project, so many things to learn, so many things LEARNED. So many shits to clear. thanks to jonathan. my nice manager. (but at times he sucks ye) He really helped to clean my shit alot. There was one time where we 2 gotta go my site n apply sealer to the both bathrooms n pebble wash. Wah lau eh. i tell u. Its one kinda SUPER HIGH experience sia. no need alcohol. 100% non diluted SEALER. Go try it ppl. Go lock urself in the bathroom, sit on the floor n smell that thing. u'll get super dooper high. like on drugs like that. Den we did til 4plus den go back. Thanks man jon!

Yeh, Uncle got top sales. He deserve it lo. He super hard working. Though he everytime hang out with us, play with us, but he every morning woke up at 6am sia. So poor thing.. Uncle is one of my very very best fren in that company. He's always been so supportive n helpful. I think if he noes that i even call him UNCLE here, he'll kill me. but, hehh hehh.. Congrats to ah bao too!! 2nd sia.. Wah, this chou siao zi. I stil rmber he was super down n low morale during first few months. Now on form sia.. signing n signing.. He's one of my bestest buddy there too. Though i everytime bully him, he's stil very helpful. will ask me if i wana Yoshinoya not. haha.. Well, used to b very close to LC. But.. guessed she's been rather busy n mayb shes in that exhibition team.. thats y under alot stress. but i feel that she's changed. Or maybe someone's simply in love? WAHahahha... Thought of introducing her to Jamon. herherher.. She's really cranky n He's really as bad. Perfect match sia! heh heh..

Listening to Maroon5's She will be loved now.. lalalala~ Feel like slping man... Yawns.. Ok la. update another day when im home againz.

Something's wrong with my blog....

2004-09-24T10:55:00.000+08:00

There was something damn wrong with my blog during some time ago. Long wanted to update abt my life. I know that not everyone are free to meet up with me. thats y i needed this badly to let that them noe im still kicking and surviving.
Recently i met up with Cindy. She slimmed down. WHEE u WIT!! jian fei cheng gong?? heh.. Anyway, it was great having lunch with her, again. Cos i met up with her n jamon some time ago too. was laughing our lungs out man.. Was really a fun "dinner" we had.
Guess like thats lot more things to say abt work. Cos i go work almost everyday... It dun really seem like my 2nd home. Not like sch.. I enjoyed every single moment spent with my colleagues. Cos they r great ppl. Had lotsa fun everytime we go "site meetings". Why we call it "site meetings" was cos everytime if we dun go office, we tell our boss that we went site. And everytime we go Sentosa, we''ll just make it our site meetings for us. hahaa. u'll be surprised that eventually not many ppl knew abt it. Now even de boss noes that we go for weekly site meetings. Well, i always thought it was healthy to be under de sun at times. N guess wad? im stil kinda afraid of de sea. tho i love it very much.
Im kinda curious how come de water at Sentosa is quite clear. unlike east coast la.. Changi beach all those.. n there was once we were at de platform n we actually saw this flat fish swimming sideways going against Leechin! goodness. Thats horrible. Duno why work has been rather tired for me lately. Not much sales.. Daddy start naggin, aunt n uncle start blabbing.. "u so stoopid le, this kinda job u also take up. Quit la. everyday come back so late. no OT somemore..." getting more n more irritating. Its not that as if i dun wanna rest. but most of de time i went back late was cos i went out partying with de rest. well, i missed that part to them. but its terribly irritating to help them nag almost everyday. Enough of that.
Now, baby Tania. She gettin bigger n bigger each day. Now she has another tooth comin out. de top one. n guessed wad?! its a big bunny tooth i presume. looks big to me. n she bit me with that. how nice, wad a way to let me noe she has got an extra tooth. whee! Lately shes been v noisy. but cute. she made all sorts of funny sound. hahaha..
Its early in de morning n im home typing these... dun feel like going work. cos it will be a day of WAR. Just now my client called. didn pick up. was bad. but.... heck. she'll start asking "hi jasmine, hows de stuffs? any ppl comin down my place do work? wad time? Wad can be done today... bla bla.. " n de list goes on... Its fun to communicate with ppl. but its annoying to recieve phone calls when things get cocked up. IM JUST A NEWBIE!! im not SENIOR SENIOR designer sia.. Make it sound like as if we must noe everything. sigh. grumpy now... not very good. early in de morning sia.. yawns.

People. I do not understand everyone.
Im trying hard to make them clear.
Trying hard to know what they are thinking.
Trying to find my way out.
Trying to get the problems solved.
Trying hard not to get pissed off by stupid lil things stupid ppl do.
Trying to let them know that they are wrong.

why ah.. strange hor. We will only know whats wrong with other ppl, we never really try to understand ourselves n analyse ourselves. In the end, u might notice that u're de one who's wrong. Not others.

i m blogging. FINALLY.

2004-08-18T14:29:00.000+08:00

Oh well. Seems like my blog is full of webs n stuffs. alright, its time i should update some stuffs. well, ever since i've started working with Vegas Interior Design, I hardly had time to even look at my cute lil baby cousin. Yes, shes 9 months old already. sweets. shes got 2 lil tiny teeth now. and i got bitten by her before. n it hurts man. But stil, she cute. =)
Vegas has this whole bunchful of great ppl. Be it my colleagues, managers, even the boss is great. Just yest night i was at this company's chalet. Was laughin my teeth off when Wembley got drunk and started doing some king of gamblers style. tryin hard to grab cards after he threw de cards in de air. And there goes Leechin de donkey tryin to immitate him. and Wembley went "if i take off my shorts, will u? will u?" lolz. they were really funny. and i must admit, i started drinkin alot after mixing with these bunch of ppl. they r fun n nice ppl. Actually im quite lucky to b in this company. Seems like im clicking well enough with them. I had made many great frens there. They're not only great to chill out with, but also damn helpful at work.
Ok, i shall update why i have not ben bloggin ya. Basically, i reached hm after 1am ALMOST everyday. Work has not been that gd. No luck. No sales. But im not giving up yet tho. I feel so demoralised man. I noe im not alone, but somehow i feel that 3yrs in IAD has been wasted. Even Ivy has got an appoinment fee with a client already!! and shes only in for a week? and me? A month.. well done.. im happy for her. but its just the thing in me. Myself. Maybe im just not that good enough. My seniors in Vegas kept telling me its not that im no good, but just that i look very young and owners dun dare to commit themselves to me.
And guess what, i've been told to GROOM myself. The first thing that came in my mind was "what the hell? whats wrong with me?" but actually, its all good la. they wanted me to look more matured and confident, thats all. Seriously i've changed alot in my appearance. Started wearing formal wear everyday, heels, and even make ups. i looked more like bapok sia. My colleagues suggested that i quit wearing my specs, and get some revealing wears. wah.. that is SOOO not me. i've already sacrificed so much. sigh.. i've been spending alot. but PAYDAY has not arrived. sian ah..
On Saturday 14August04, we had grad ceromony. Was so happy n nice to see my IAD pals. Many stil looked de same, but somehow we dun seem to be that close anymore. but i stil love them. =) Sina had her hair straightened! She looked damn cute. Just like a doll. hee. Bilal had his hair coloured. Lookin good too.. Lau had a haircut too. Thats pretty normal.. Cindy lookin gd in her dress. Oh, my edwin did his hair too! lolz. i just enjoy pokin fun of him. well, he's in Tekong now.. So is Willy. Tmrw will be xiao bai n Friday, Kenneth.. And Kenneth is stil de same old lau tiko we knew.. never changed.. hai.. haha. Asryna was seating behind me! she's forever lookin good. and whats best is she has got her braces off!! damn cute girl. Saw Raju too. stil de same. abit fat fat. was thinkin what hes done in camp so far. why hasnt his fats gone? =P oh, CK is back to normal self. Cos de last time i saw him, he was rather abit fleshy.. keke. but hes not anymore. phew, gd for him! Saw Rosli when i reached de entrance. Boy, he's stil so cartoon. and heard from Weiming that he's stil such a slacker. my goodness. God bless to all my juniors in IAD. I really missed the days in sch. Those slackin days. Canteen breaks. wheee..
Maybe its about time i call some of those i haven contact for so long. Gina. Aziah. Yan. Cindy. Shah. Jes. Kev... Missed them so much. haven really got chance to catch up with them.hmm.. wonder if they stil have me in mind not.
Hmm. one whole chunk of words. Gin, dun say i never update ah.. All lump together for u la. hee.

Sunday afternoon at home..

2004-07-11T13:49:00.000+08:00

Its Sunday. wad a boring day. No baby Tania.. No da da da da da from her.. kinda miss her nonsense already. Im at home(MP) now.. with that irritating sis of mine. She actually came in and asked if i want any noodles and she's willing to cook for me. Must be up to smthin.. Wonder why she's sudd so nice to me. Wierd. So bored... nothin to do.. yawn. Feel like slpin sooo much. but i must hang on, else i'll be a pig real soon.

The weather is kinda wierd too. A few mins ago it was totally dark n seemed like it was gonna rain any time. but now, de sun shining brightly. makes me even wanna slp more. Lazy to go out. mayb call aunt karen pick me up. heez.

Yest was chattin with Lijun. hahh, didn noe she's actually quite a lamer too. now i noe. and i'll get to know her better. from work that is. Yes, we will be working together. I just recieved a msg from Vegas Design.. Says i can start on 19th. yawns. finally theres a reply from them. So, hopefully things will turn out well. *crossed fingers*

Do i have some SICKNESS?

2004-07-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

Something's not right recently. i think im having some sickness. My slping hours has increased lately n i eat alot. Surprisingly, i didn put on weight, which is a good thing. but my aunt said "ITS JUST DE BEGINNING". My goodness, it sounds really terrible n scary. i hope i can start work real soon n not rot at home all day long. i should go for a medical checkup. maybe theres really something wrong with my body.. But, hopefully not. choi choi..
Just now went to hospital visited granny. Yes, she in there againz. but tmrw morning will be discharged! yay! Had a great time chatting with my aunt, uncle n dad... they're real big jokers.. no wonder im so crappy.. lolz. im happy that they r my relatives. haha.
After which, went to bugis to meet Aziah n Shah to buy present for Yan. Aziah was late for an hour man.. but luckily i've got shah's company. haha. Actually i think he's face looks better with that short hair look. rather den his messy n DIY cuts.. And he was stil asking if it looks ok or not since he cant really judge by lookin at de mirror. hahh.. n we met SzeMin! really didn see her for SOOOO damn long. so nice to see her. she's a changed person. not as lian as b4. really nice. her hair stil as silky as b4. she's got braces. which reminds me of my crooked set of teeth. just now my dad was stil teasing me abt my teeth.. but i dun hate them. lolz
Was looking through frens' blogs and it seems like many aint feeling too gd nowadays. is there some curse or smthin? yai... scary mamaa. hope de bad stuffs will disappear quickly.

Still thinking where i should go.

2004-07-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

Well, for the past few days, i have been babysittin.. nothin much. quit my job at cartel. therefore no income, no money to go shoppin... everyday at hm.. watch tv, vcds. Slackin.. well, Jari the maid, simply pisses me off almost every min. watchin over her aint fun. fuckin attitude, no manners, stinky odor, black teeth. wonder wher she got all those to piss me off. Gosh, will i ever torture maids? wah, cant imagine if i appear on news. HEADLINES: maid got tortured. 70% hairloss (cos i pulled them every sec), burnt marks all over (burn her with joss sticks!), lost weight (force her to work from 4am to 1am n let her eat only one meal per day). WAH BIANG! pretty scary. how cld i. but. she's really annoying at times. sigh. maids......
Ouh. On Saturday, went to Ivy's birthday party.. kinda wierd there. cos most ppl ther are her sec sch frens. but ltr on went to meet up with the guys. lols! Jamon, Moses n Kel bookouts. they looked kinda cute in their new hairstyle. LOLz. BOTAK!! They were talking abt lifes in camp. sound like they r doing well ther. So happy to c them. feel like they r my children, booking out n tellin mama their stories there. its reat to c them. really. thats wierd. ther're only in there not long, n it seemed like they're there for yrs. after dinner, we went ktv.. was freakin cold in ther. everyone was shivering. lolz. but it was fun. hope de guys wont get bullied or injured in camp. bless them.....
Chat with Gin just now. her godpa went to a far away land.. Hope gin will b alright n get thru these. kinda scared now. To think that my grandma jus got outta hospital a couple of days ago. her heart wasnt performing well, n docs said her blood vessels got tangled. If operate her, 70% will get stroke. and, if dun operate, she cant fall down. or else, she'll die. sigh. why.. so poor thing. she's so old already n this kinda thing must happ to old ppl. n, she chose not to operate. now resting at home.. Hope nothin happ to her.......

Mummy's birthday!!

2004-07-01T17:47:00.000+08:00

Today's my mum's birthday.. Brought baby Tania to my place. (now she's slpin on my bed. shhh) Well, yest i rejected Index Design. -sigh- there goes my 1.6k every month.. then theres this sales designer thingy offered to me. im confused. damn confused. haiz. duno what to do which to choose. ah, foget it. babysit for life sua. LOLz.

1st blog that is..

2004-06-30T06:49:00.000+08:00

well. its 6++ in de morning. and yeh, i have not slp and not that i've woke up early. everyone in msn alsp.. zZzzZzz.. i heard thunder. a soft one. *closed my eyes awhile* wow.. how nice it is to be able to see de dark blue sky early in de morning. reminds me of sec sch mornings. wher i woke up at 6.15am and prepared to rush for de 6.45am bus to sch. hai.. missed sch. again.. Recently many strange things happened. cant really explain my feelings. just feeling wierd. r ther really ppl who love to lie? why? i dun understand. kinda curious why ppl are doing things that i dun get it. pls. make it more simple. i cant think much n i dun wish to think much. i hope everything will be simple n im stil de innocent me.